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Monday, July 07, 2008

I Have Changed

I am absolutely new. None of the particles that constitute my body now, I was born with. But it certainly feels like I am still the same person. Thus, person is not the body particles. The score, now: PKM 1 - Socrates 0.

Now, having stated a cool wikipedia fact plus an obvious conclusion, I realize I have changed also as a person. The "me" from 20 years ago was such an idiot. I am still an idiot, but in a funky different way. Funky, of course, according to the "me" from now. The "me" from before thought he was funky. Both "me's" wouldn't barely tolerate each other. "Now-me" thinks "over-then-me" is an arrogant, ignorant, unexperienced little fart. "Over-then-me" thinks "now-me" is an old, procrastinating, inconsistent loser. But both are one, in the canvas of time. "Befriend, friends", says the me from in between. The me from middle age wants to recommend the rest of us to invest in porn websites. Finally, the me from deathbed calls us to shut up. He wants no schizophrenic and neurotic mumble jumble in his head at the moment of his entrance into what he calls "the bright tunnel of white light". He thinks he might be in the verge of a powerful spiritual experience. He has no choice, you know, but to cling to that naive thought. What a poor, gullible fellow!

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